February 2012
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9. Create a list of all the negative things your...
Health problems
Lost friends
No trust from parents
I don’t trust myself
I hate myself
I am probably fatter than I would have been
I don’t think I can ever get better
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highlight of my day: chlamydia test at school
life is gr8
41337) I cannot admit to anyone that I have an ED...
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8. Create a list of all the positive things your...
I find binging and purging fun
I prefer who I am when I’m completely lost in my ed (neat, clean, neurotic etc)
Clothes look and feel better (I hate tight clothes)
People are worried about me and I get attention (now I don’t find this so great)
I feel different
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Anonymous asked: are you ok?
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I can hold my forearm stand for about 3 seconds now! Considering I only started it a few days ago and I am awful at balancing I’m pretty pleased :)
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7. Do you think the media contributes to the...
No but maybe um I don’t know. I guess it doesn’t help.
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so I go to clinic thinking I’ve gained like 10lbs and its going to be an embarrassing ”well done for getting fat” event, then turns out I’ve lost 1lb.
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6. What was your favorite meal before your ED?...
Jesus I don’t know…maybe pizza or something. Now it’s Quorn peppered steak with wholegrain noodles and vegetables
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dinner was good I had spaghetti arabiatta or something but “light” so it was a half portion with salad, and the dressing was on the side. my dad had a chicken sandwich thing with fries and my mum had crab cakes (is this relevant) but yeah I knew the calories and I didn’t have the dressing so it wasn’t too scary and no one was staring at me.
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